Far Far Away

Beberapa harini aku rasa sedih sangat . Malam kelmarin aku asyik teringat semua perkara yang dah berlaku tentang aku dengan Mason , yeah untuk yang ke berapa ratus kali aku nak nyatakan yang aku terlalu rendukan dia . Aku terlalu rendu sampai nak menangis pun tak boleh sebab semuanya terlalu sakit . Post kali ni , aku masukkan sekali lirik Justin Bieber - Nothing Like Us . Lagu ni bukan sahaja tentang aku dan Mason , tetapi lagu ni sangat mendalam bagi aku sebab masa lagu ni baru released aku setiap hari dengar and nyanyikan dekat arwah Makwan , betapa aku rendukan kedua-duanya . Ya Allah , kuatkanlah semangat aku . Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menerima semua ini .

NOTHING LIKE US

Lately i've been thinking

Thinking bout' what we had

I know it was hard

It was all that we knew yeah

Have you been drinking ?

To take all the pain away

I wish that i could give you

What you deserves

Cause nothing could ever

Ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do

You know there's no one

I can relate too

And know we won't find a love

That's so true

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me 

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

Together

I gave you everything baby

Everything i had to give

Girl why would you push me away

Lost in confusion

Like an illusion

You know i'm used to making your day

But that is the passed now

We didn't last now

Guess that this is meant to be

Tell me was it worth it

We were so perfect

But baby i just want you to see

There's nothing like us 

There's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

Together

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us

Theres's nothing like you and me

Together

He's gonna fly ~

What can I say ? I'm a perfect stalker . LOL! So this ... 

Dia dah nak pergi jauh , 1 September ni dia daftar kat UNIMAS . See sebulan dah dia booked tiket ni . Lepas ni jauh dari aku , mummy dia and Mel . Hmmm sedihnya !! Mungkin ini hikmah aku break dengan dia so that aku tak rasa sedih sangat dia nak ke Sarawak sebab dah beberapa bulan aku suffered macam mayat hidup je jiwa ni . Tapi sebenarnya aku rasa break tak break aku sedih jugak , hmmmm . MASON OH MASON . Sedih tahu tak ?!

Nak cakap buta I.T tak jugak , tapi aku dah berusaha bersungguh-sungguh nak curi gambar ni dari Instagram . Tapi tak berjaya , tak reti , try guna lappy pun tak mahu jugak . Haish , so snap jelah kan . Hmm takpuas hati betul , tak cantik kan cemni . Hadoi . Takpelah .

A guy and a girl can be just friends . 

But at one point or another ,

 They will fall for each other , 

Maybe temporarily , maybe at the wrong time , 

Maybe too late or maybe FOREVER ? ( Eternal )

Mason , awak ingat lagi tak ? Awak pernah cakap AWAK TANAK SAYA BERUBAH UTK AWAK , AWAK CUMA NAK SY TERIMA AWAK SEADANYA . Masa tu saya kehilangan kata-kata , and sekarang saya dah jumpa perkataan yang saya cari . Yang saya susah nak ungkapkan dengan sebaris ayat . Sekarang , sila baca . '' I LOVE YOU NOT FOR WHAT YOU ARE BUT FOR WHAT I AM WHEN I AM WITH '' sebab awak je yang sanggup melayan karenah saya tahu tak . Terima kasih untuk semua tu Xo

We are all a little weird 

And life's a little weird 

And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours ,

 We join up with them and fall in a mutual weirdness 

And call it L O V E .

Everytime I see you , I act like i don't even care like i'm over you

I tell myself that i hate you but deep inside I know that i love you

And everytime I see you I fall for you I still love you