4 Days ? Pfffft .

12 Julai 2011 

Empat hari sudah aku dan dia official-nya sebagai couple . So hari tu , kteorang dah plan nak study group sama-sama ( Eyka , Fara , aku , Mimie , Mason and Ameerul ) Tapi by the time dia tak call aku lansung so aku macam dah kenapa dia ni , orang lain boleh je call . Aku taknak call pulak . Haishh . 

Aku ingat lagi aku datang McDonald's naik basikal then kteorang tunggu dekat McDonald's then Mason pun sampai diorang cakap taknak buad dekat situ nak buad dekat Burger King pulekk sebab McD ramai orang . So kteorang just jalan kaki la ke sebelah . Sampai je , dia dengan Ameerul ada tapi muka dia masam je , and dia panggil Eyka duduk semeja dengan dia , so aku tengok jelah kenapa tah . Ameerul ajak aku duduk sekali so aku pergi , Fara dengan Mimie pulak duduk meja lain . Memang awkward gila that timeee .
                   
                     Aku duduk then dia just buad taktahu dekat aku so aku macam dah kenapa nak muka masam and macam menyampah aku kat situ so aku bagi alasan kat Meerul aku nak duduk kat Fara and Mie . Tapi Mimie pulak tukar ke tempat aku tadi , so aku pun ahhhhh whatever lah Mason . Then habes study group nak balik , aku macam nak byebye dia tapi dia macam tengok aku je then Ameerul bisik-bisik dengan dia , aku pun takde fikir ape so aku just blah dengan girls semua . Bukan balik terus , tapi kteorang singgah Magic ( cybercafe ) sebab Eyka semua nak lepak CC . So aku pun ikut tapi mentally aku memang not there aku duk fikir apehal dengan boyfriend aku  nihh , dahlah semua taktahu pasal kteorang so aku kena lah pendam sorang-sorang .
                     
 So dengan perasaan marahaku usaha text dia sebab aku sebenarnya call , text dia pagi tu tapi dia tak balas semua then jumpa kat Burger King pun muka masam aku pun mula lah fikir memacam . Then aku pun text '' kenapa tak tegur pun tadi '' then aku tunggu punya tunggu dia tak balas . And aku taktahu kenapa aku act macam childish sangat aku pun text lagi lebih kurang macam ni '' Kenapa tak balas , kalau nak break cakap jelah , kalau tak reply kita break '' Hmm something macam tulah , tak ingat and taknak ingat . Then dia tak balas terus , kira officially broke up !! Gila kan , THE WORST CLASH EVER .

                                     Masa lepaslepas break up je , aku rasa menyesal gilaa couple dgn mamat neh . rasa mcm nak matii je biler gi sekolah sbb takboleh ckp dgn dia , tegur dia , tgk dia , jeling dia , pukul dia . rasa mcm susahnya ! Kalau la kitaorg takcouple dah tentu bole bertegur sapa mcm biasa , simpan je perasaan syg tu elokelok n diamdiam ..

Gambar nilah satu-satunya kenangan aku dengan dia , time berbaik . Masa nak snap haha segan gila babeng nya . Semua nak psycho kteorang , btw thanks to Mimie sebab tlg tangkapkan , tgk muka aku , pfffft engadkan comel la kalau pejam mata , sekali dah macam orang buta , hihi . Sengal . Memang nilah satu je gambar kteorang berdua sebab lepas break dia memang taknak cakap and tengok muka aku lansung , and i can feeel something wrong about it ! Guess what ?

     

Masonn , lagu ni untuk awak . Kenapa ? Sebab ,

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here
The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

 '' Awak tak percaya saya kan , awak lagi percayakan Ameerul . Awak ingat saya couple dengan awak sebab duit ke ? Haish . Semua ni mesti plan Ameerul punya , aku dah agak dah , boleh nampak la Ameerul ni saja je nak kenakan kita berdua . Sebab ramai cakapAmeerul cemburukan awak , tapi awak lebih percaya dia and tak tanya saya lansung and terus diam and benci saya kan , masa tu saya rasa sedih nak ke sekolah pun takde mood sebab kena mengadap muka cekodok basi awak tu , and the best part Ameerul boleh je berbaik dengan kita berdua , son of bitch betul dia tu . Sebabkan saya rasa awak benci sangat kat saya , so saya ambil keputusan untuk pergi je Khidmat Negara . By the time , saya memang nak sangat pergi so awak tak perlu nak masam muka dalam kelas sebab saya takde .