Its been so long for me to face up the reality . This year i can say that so many things happened and cracked , i feel so down . I dont know where to start but deeply inside my heart i feel broken for all the things ive been through all this year . 2013 . Yeah the most tough year since i was born like seriously . I feel bad , and the saddest fear is what will happen to me tomorrow ? Half of me was ruined . My outside appearance is just a fake . Fake smile , fake laugh and fake calmness . By the time im alone , too many things came out and made me feel weak , too weak but i cant show it too anybody because i know nobody want to know and hear me . I am very sure about this one . I have to be brave and more independent because theres no one will help me . Lets start the flashback ....
Last Year :
12 December 2012 - Finally we had done our STPM , im gonna miss all of them , i will miss Mason because
i know its difficult for me to see him , i grab my chance only in the school .
19 December 2012 - MY DAY . I will remember it until i close my eyes , insyallah i wont forget any of it . It was my first time had my date with him . Im so happy and speechless . He took me and brought me to Aeon , we were played so many things there , actually i dont mind if we were just sitting around at somewhere and do nothing as long as he with me all day , but he tried to be romantic to me and i appreacited it . Thanks man , thanks for a beautiful moment of my birthday .
To-be-update ...
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